Alchimistul sau in cautarea drumului meu.....

Azi am terminat de citit "Alchimistul" de Paulo Coelho, mi-a stirnit multe ginduri cartea....unele idei le-am mai gasit in alte surse ca "The Secret" sau carti de dezvoltare personala, in induism, crestinism, islam, etc...altele au fost noi... insa important este ca adevarurile cele mai profunde sunt foarte simple, asa de simple incit oamenii nu sunt in stare sa le inteleaga sau sa le ţină minte, sa le urmeze cu atit mai mult...
De ce oamenii au mania de a complica lucrurile??
Ok, cred ca e de cind lumea....putini pot vedea esenta aceea simpla si vesnica, poate doar citiva batrinii intelepti... sau nishte tineri ageri...daca sa-l parafrazez pe Marin Preda in "Imposibila Intoarcere", spunea ca maturitatea psihologica nu neaparat corespunde cu maturitatea fizica....
Dar daca sa ma intorc la "Alchimistul", cred ca cea m-ai semnificativa idee pe care am scos-o eu este ca esential e sa-ti gasesti calea TA in viata si s-o urmezi oriunde duce, sau poate ca am inteles asta doar pentru ca ultima jumatate de an este principala mea preocupare ... drumul meu...
Anumite carti citite...anumiti oameni cunoscuti...anumite evenimente....toate sunt parte din drumul meu...si eu intr-o oarecare masura sunt parte din drumul celor ce ma inconjoara....chiar si blog-ul asta... sau nu?? sau totul e o iluzie?? sau traiesc un vis, in care i-au ceea ce-mi doresc drept adevar??
Am o singura oportunitate sa verific, traindu-le asa cum simt, incercind sa dau ascultare celor ce-mi zice inima, sufletul...

making problems unhappy...

Sometimes it seems that all goes against you...you may think: "why things happen that way,'cause i know that i don't deserve all that... and then you may lose the hope,and you lose all...
For my entire life the most significant things(i think) that i learned was: if you have a dream,be prepare to front difficulties and problems , be prepare to lose something instead, and the bigger is you dream the bigger will be the difficulties...
-Why is all so complicated?
-Because of people around you, because of you and because of universe. PEOPLE don't like those who seem especial, people don't understand dreamers...
YOU don't appreciate what you receive without making huge efforts, it doesn't brings you happiness and it is the rule of UNIVERSE to give or to make things happen just receiving something instead...
Now, knowing all that important truths, i want to SCREAM as laud as i can "I KNOW WHAT MY DREAM IS, AND I AM READY TO DO ALL THAT IS NECESSARY FOR MAKING IT REALITY", i LAUGH in the face of my problems and in the face of all that people that think that can make me troubles, or can make me disappointed of myself and my dream, "IT NOT GONNA HAPPEN"... i hope they can hear me all!!!

Get Ready...

Tomorrow i'll leave my dearest city Chisinau, because Balti is waiting for me, and if to be certain the project " Get Ready" is waiting for me like a trainer...
Frankly it is my first experience being a trainer to non-AIESEC members, and i'm very nervious about that, but i was dreaming about it since i attended the conference for future trainers ("WinTtTer" in Ucraine) ,and now it's so close to me....
I hope to make a good impression but even if it gonna be a failure i will learn a lot...
Now less words...in a few days i will share with you my emotions related with my first trainer experience...
just GET READY...

buna dimineata soare...

Cine crede in cuvintele de genul "Dupa furtuna neaparat iese soarele".... bla bla bla... ziceti-i asta cuiva care se afla in depresie cu saptamiinile, sau cuiva care traieste ani intregi intr-o stare de depresie cronica si progresiva in timp... sunt doar cuvinte, fara valoare, pina in momentul in care noi punem valoare intr-insele... Orice idee ce se izbeste de experienta reala sufera schimbari radicale, uneori se umpla de conotatie, alteori se pierde in uitare ca jucaria cu care eram nedespartiti la 5 ani, iar azi... cind am vazut-o ultima data?? Insa las asta pe alta data, eu de fapt vorbeam de soare si furtuna... azi m-am convins ca iese.... atunci cind tu il faci sa iasa... atunci cind esti intr-adevar gata sa spui BUNA DIMINEATA SOARE!!!

blogging for myself

here i beging...
But why? i was asking myself ..hmmm...for a year, i think, to make a blog or not... there was a lot of pros and cons...
Of course i always wished to have a diary, and this way to keep track of me changing, but do i have what to write?
will be it interesting for readers? i really need blogging or it's just wasting my time... Today i made finally a choice i'll make a blog because i want it and i do need it...maybe it's even better if no one will read it, 'cause here i will write all that stuff that's on my mind... all that makes me cry and laugh... here begins the vertigo of ideas..
hope this way my mind gets cleaner...