blogging for myself

here i beging...
But why? i was asking myself ..hmmm...for a year, i think, to make a blog or not... there was a lot of pros and cons...
Of course i always wished to have a diary, and this way to keep track of me changing, but do i have what to write?
will be it interesting for readers? i really need blogging or it's just wasting my time... Today i made finally a choice i'll make a blog because i want it and i do need it...maybe it's even better if no one will read it, 'cause here i will write all that stuff that's on my mind... all that makes me cry and laugh... here begins the vertigo of ideas..
hope this way my mind gets cleaner...